Sunday.

I hate Sundays. They are sooo boring! I don't go to Church or anything like that so I never really have anything to do. Most of my friends go to Church or are doing homework, so I have no one to hang with. You'd think they'd invent something fun to do on Sundays since there isn't anything fun to do. Hmmm. I really hate homework, and I really should study for my Modern Civ test tomorrow. I really don't feel like it though. I have been doing driver's ed homework all day and I freaking hate it. I called Baylee and got caught up on some juicy gossip... Um, started talking to this guy that I haven't talked to in forever. Stayed in my pajama's all day long and had a yummy milk shake thing. I am now watching 27 dresses and going to get on my e-mail. I am currently e-mailing a family friend from Peru. Her name in Natalia and she is freaking pretty. Um.. I wish I could live in a foreign country! That would be pretty cool... Now I am watching Enchanted. Now, I have to go.
PEACE AND LOVE <2+1

Haha

Okay, so lately there has been some pretty intense drama at our school. Nothing new of course but this time it's HILAR. People calling people sluts, I am glad I am not involved. I just sit back and listen/watch all of it go down. It is the funniest thing of my life. So anyways... to all you sluts out there, maybe you wouldn't be called a slut, if you weren't a slut. So you should probably think before you act like a slut. I don't know though, I could be wrong because maybe you are thinking, you just don't know how to stop yourself. That is why you are a slut. Keep your legs closed and diseases to yourself. No offense. I just wish everyone would get along. PEACE AND LOVE.

iPod.

So I have this Purple iPod Chromatic and it blows. It broke and I don't even know how. I do not reccommend it. I really need a new iPod now, but I hate getting them. I have to put way to much time into downloading music and of course, I have no time at all. I wouldn't have to download new music and stuff if my iTunes wouldn't have deleted. I had so much music on it that I pretty much almost went into depression. So I think that if I add a few songs, more like a hundred songs a day, I can get back to where I was. If I wasn't in Softball, I could do everything I wanted but no, I like Softball too much to pass it up. We played against Blanding, and we won. :) I got some pretty good hits in and also this sweet catch. I love our team this year! Everyone just wants to be there and is fully committed and that's what you need. We practice so hard and it DOES make us better. Today was freezing though, it was lame. We live in freaking Moab, it is supposed to be hot hot hot. I really hope that tomorrow is not cold, or I will die. I only have to practice for like an hour and a half though, I have to go do my freaking drivers ed hours. Drivers ed is a joke, I seriously know everything we are supposed to learn already. So anyways, I have that at 6:30 in the a.m. so I will talk later.
Tchao xx

St. George

This weekend I was in St. George. It was fabulous and I got a little burnt/tan. Pretty much our Softball team hands other Softball teams their asses to them. DAMN STRAIGHT. I had a blast and uh hung out with friends. Edye, Jessica, Merina, Shelby, Laci, T-Hren and I all rode in the freaking Armada. It schools any car and it is the shit! It has these cameras on the back that show what you are going to back into. It's so hood! It is Coach Steph's beast. Anyways, on the way back we watched Twilight and jammed to some "Scottie Doesn't Know." It is officially mine and Edye's trip to St. George song. Actually we have another Softball game today, against Blanding and we are going to go listen to that song before our game. Pretty much I am sitting right here in English listening to Baylee vent about being called a slut by Edye. Yeah, they better fix it before August, even though it is a while away, we are going to Lagoon and Warp together. Ariah and I will have to be peace makers if they are still fighting. I doubt there will be though, it will be better like next week. I CAN FEEL IT IN MY BONES. God, so I cannot wait for fourth hour to end. I have to pee and I really want to go play some S-Ball. I am kind of nervous, but not really. I just get like this before a game, no biggie though! I also really love O'Grady currently. ABBY WOULD YOU BE MY OCEAN? Yeah, awesome and intense like the dead cat! So the ten minute bell just rang, so I am gonna bounce.
<3

Boy Problems

So I used to date this guy, not mentioning his name or anything, but cough *Deej* and pretty much all he does is mess with my head. It not only pisses me off but makes me want to go savage on his ass. I try to not talk to him anymore, but really that is almost impossible. I still like him kind of but not really. I don't know how to deal with him. I think I hate him. Maybe this a love/hate relationship. He lives in Price and that is kind of a good thing I guess, I never have to see him. The worst thing about this whole situation is he has a girlfriend. She is hideous, Baylee agrees with me. I hate it more then anything, and I am jealous. So anyways, he always texts me to, almost everyday and he erases his signature! DJK+AJL=F&A. But, when he texts friggen Baylee, he leaves the signature on it still. I DON'T GET HIM. I know he still cares about me, he just needs to move on. Or maybe I do? I don't understand anything that is going on. So really, thank you for wasting your time reading my pathetic blog. Really, thanks though!

<3

If It Means A Lot To You

This is my favorite song... EVER. It was dedicated to me by this boy who I really care about. There is a lot of meaning behind this song and it just expresses so much. Songs like this are perfect for certain situations. This boy lives in Florida and so really there isn't any possible way we could ever be together, so this song just gives me something to keep. There are also other songs that really make me happy and just feel something, but really I think that this is the best one! I also like the rest of A Day To Remember's new album. They are my favorite band, they are the boom. I love how they mix different singers in from different bands in their songs, like the lead singer from Versa Emerge, in If It Means A Lot To You. It makes it sound so good and just adds even more to it. Here are the lyrics, enjoy :)

Hey darling, I hope you're good tonight
And I know you don't feel right when I'm leaving
Yeah, I want it but no, I don't need it
Tell me something sweet to get me by
'Cause I can't come back home 'til they're singin'
La, la la la, la la la
'Til everyone is singin'If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last(La la la)
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our pastIt might be for the best
Hey sweetie, I need you here tonight
And I know that you don't wanna be leaving
Yeah, you want it but I can't help it
I just feel complete when you're by my side
But I know you can't come home 'til they're singin'
La, la la la, la la la'
Til everyone is singin'
La, la la la, la la la
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear to you that we can make this last(La la la)
[ A Day To Remember Lyrics are found on www.songlyrics.com ]
If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear come tomorrow, this will all be in our past
It might be for the best
You know you can't give me what I need
And even though you mean so much to meI can wait through everything
Is this really happening?I swear I'll never be happy againAnd don't you dare say we can just be friends
I'm not some boy that you can sway
We knew it'd happen eventually
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'(If you can wait 'til I get home)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'(Then I swear we can make this last)
La, la la la, la la la
Now everybody's singin'If you can wait 'til I get home
Then I swear we can make this last.


THAT IS LOVE RIGHT THERE <3

Softball.

So pretty much I love Softball, it is my favorite. The practices make me want to die, but other then that it is the bomb.com. We have already had a game and it was against Monticello. We handed their butt's to them. I think we have a great team this year and just because everyone wants to be there. I am sad that Sara Boo isn't doing it because I love her and just wish she did but oh well. So we have a game on Thursday against North S. then after that we are on our way to St. George for our tourney! Exciting right? We are going to be staying in Mesquite, at the Oasis, where I guess they have bed bugs. I am butt hurts over this. I do not want to wake up to this little creature that I won't even be able to see biting my butt. I don't even know. So anyways, I guess everyone made Varsity but I don't know that either. I had to miss the end of practice to go drive for drivers ed. It was scary because we drove on this road with a freaking cliff and all of these hippy tourists alongs side the narrow road. Seriously, I should have ran them all over. There is a marathon this weekend, a running down the river road marathon and I am so glad that I will not be in town. I do not want to deal with hippy's. I love tourists, but hippy's are different. They reek and are conservative, not saying conservative is bad but too much is too much! They are gnar and you know it. So anyways, I am burning this CD for my dear friend Baylee right now. It is random and off the chain. So anyways, I have to go.
LOVE YOU LONG TIME.

Grand County High School

So pretty much, I hate this school. Umm, people here are damn stupid and I really wish I could move. I haven't really met any people here in this town that know what they are talking about half the time. Most of them are to busy involved in someone else's life. Pretty lame business. I really want to go tanning right now, but I am sitting here in English and cannot. I have French next hour, I am not excited. Seriously, I have no idea why I am still in that class. I always get a bad grade and I never pay attention. I understand what she is saying though sometimes. How did that happen? Who knows. So right now, I am sitting next to Tia and she is reading and writting blogs as well. How cool are we? Pretty much awesome! Well I have to go, so I will get on this thing later after softball and vent about everything in my life. :)
XOXOX

Prince Charming

Someday, I want to find my "Prince Charming". I mean isn't that every girls dream? Really though, is there a such thing as "Prince Charming"? In every fairy tale movie I have ever watched he's this perfect guy, with no flaws. Every guy that I have ever met had flaws, and some were very recognizable. I think that that's maybe what makes life interesting; Flaws. Without flaws, everyone would be too good and nothing would mean anything. I think that Price Charming off of all these fairy tales is giving every little girl hope for something that will never be real, because anything real isn't perfect. I see real almost everyday, especially in High School with my friends. I have this friend who has been dating this guy for more than a year and they fight and have arguments. I think that is what makes them stronger though, because they have something to come back for to make better. If they didn't, it would get old fast having everything so predictably flawless. So in reality I think "Prince Charming" is a joke. No one is perfect, and no one will ever be. If everything was perfect in life, no one would know anything and it would be boring and stupid.

Th1rteen R3asons Why

So I am reading this book; Th1rteen R3asons Why. It is depressing, but I recommend reading it. It seriously has made me realize what kind of impact I could have on someone else's life, whether I like it or not. Just by being to nice, to mean or just simply ignoring them can change everything in a day. I heard this story once, that a guy that wasn't very popular was walking home one day from school and he dropped his books. This other guy, whom was very popular was also walking home from school stopped and helped him pick up all of his books. He asked why he was carrying all those books with him and the unpopular guy said it was because he had a lot of homework. After that day, they became really close friends, best friends. Then on their graduation night, years later the once unpopular guy made his senior speech and said that day all of that happend, he was planning to kill himself. This story scared me and just made me think about everything more. I mean just saying hi to someone or inviting them over could change their lives forever. I think that the world needs more kindness and no one should have to feel lonely enough to kill themselves. Everyone deserves a friend or two. No one is ever to good for someone else. Whoever is reading this should take the time to meet someone new, someone less popular or someone quiet. IT COULD CHANGE THEIR LIVES FOREVER.